{AfTeR}{ TuTiOn}

Mood: Normal, really wants to shout


yOyO! Hey you! Hi {Bitches and unbitches} I am going mad i admit is kinda bored few days, Yesterday i slept at 4pm and i woke up at 12 today. Yesterday i was watching a CD and playing my com. Then out of a sudden internet no connection...Me and my mom think that maybe the Starhub in going to upgrade something  or nothing. Then the next day my mom called the starhub and ask because our connection got problem. so we tried again. And it can! SO I GOT TIME OVER HERE TALKING TO YOU} After Tution, my teacher(chinese) Told me she is going back to China to do something. SO SHE MAY come back dunno how many moths later. So i was thinking when she go i can go take up other tution teachers :) This few days was really sad and tired it was like the whole house collapse and it was like i done something wrong to let my family hate me so much..Tears really can't tell anything even the pain in your heart. Alone in the dark no one else, Your heart shivers,your head thinking other things,you are like stop working,your hand hugging your body,yourself in your own world. No one call you,not even your family. It's hard to accept it's pain. Being the first child it hard. My parents ask me to take care of the small but they are pushing all responsibility on us. Whenever the small kids done something wrong, we have to say it's our wrong, got scolding from parents, got to get beaten by parents. The small ones never understands the big ones. Why? With the love of our parents always go to the smaller ones and not big. Big takes responsibility and always wrong and small will stay one side and laugh. Small gets everything even love and bigs get nothing and no care. Why will there be earth? Can't we be in heaven or hell? Is life for hard and soft? Must we alwasys strive for shelter? for food? for water? for love? or even money? Why is there greedy people? selfish people? caring people? kind people? acting people? why must they exsist? I hate it! What can we do to make things better? Will people help? Will people understands? Why must people exsist?


Ok. Today's Question( write it on the comment box)

Are you same as me?
Do people understands? why?
Are you the small one or big one?
Do you think the same as me?

Thxs:)) CuPpYcAkEs Sign Off